How can you have so much control over me? You have the power to lift me up and to completely shut me down. You can easily make or ruin my day with just one look. Your words shouldn't mean a thing to me but for some reason whenever you talk i want to listen. Something about you is so captivating. And even though you tell me I shouldn't take half the things you say to me to heart, I still do. Half the things you say are destructive and make me feel like I have absolutely no worth. But I stick around because theres always that occasional sweet thing you say.. I wonder how you would feel if you knew that most days I come home feeling completely numb all because of you. You probably wouldn't even care.
I know that if I really feel this way I should just stop talking to you altogether but the truth is, I'd rather be unhappy with you in my life than unhappy because I miss you.
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miss you so much.
NO ONE is ever worth the hurt, but it is going to take you learning that on your own, won't help coming from me or anyone else.
one day you will find someone who makes you feel like a million dollars and doesn't bring you down. and you might look back and think, seriously? where was my mind. but, it takes time and a lot of growing.
i have been there, done that, and learned, but not for a long, long time. you will too, one day.
love you.
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