I don't even know what i want this post to be about. I just wanted to post. ya feel me dawgggg? that was gay.
Today i took a test and failed - miserably. 60 to be exact. Life goes on.
I've been thinking a lot lately and i realized i know what i want, when i want it, and how i want it. i know all of that but i don't know how i'm going to get it . Am i even on the right track to getting where i want to be?
Sometimes.
Sometimes i wonder if i let the fear of letting other people down get in the way of living my life. I'm always thinking before i do. It's not a always a bad thing.. its not really a bad thing at all, but still. I feel like I'm missing out on a lot of things.
Today in English we had to write a long rant poem about ourselves. What you like to do, what kind of music you like, blah blah blah. Yay? Hell no. eff poetry. But, I wrote my little heart out anyways and realized how strange i am. I also realized today how much i hate the immature/depressing/confused/smelly/annoying/nerdy group of creatures in my fourth hour. Seriously.
I'm so ready for this school year to be over. sososososososososo ready.
I think its time for a change.
I need to be sixteen already.
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